Yes,  Tulku ! We are living on a beautiful planet !

You make my day ! 

:):):) 

Passion of Angel's Tears ....

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2/5 I think something is wrong with my tear gland for the past 2 days .

I have been overly sensitive in every incident occurred to others , in considering I am always so " cool " and somewhat cold and calm in others description.

First of all , in an article,  one was describing his story in world war 2, then , one video demonstrated the sovereign of the Republic of  China ; there was another story about Tibet ，India ...

I burst into tears ...

Unusually sensitive . Yes, as compassionate as I felt , I suddenly remember the sadness when I saw the film " passion of the Christ "  . I cried over the ignorance of these people who crucified Jesus ..

I felt the perception of the world was different  , in a vast spectrum ....

The wind blowed in my eyes ,
Unveiled the adornment ...
Sadness as I see ...
Resistance is futile ,
my fellow lovers .
Enjoy the turmoil and hardship if it strikes you ...
Cry and shout if you wish ....
Ignorance is thy names ...
Stand still and be cool
Or be sad and mournful as they ?
Pray ,
Pray to Buddhas , to Guru , to all protectors ...
As this is the only gift I can offer .
My tears run like river water ,
As the world turns in accordance to your wish ..
Let's pray ....
Yes, lovers , all of you are !

Distance me if they have desire
Confront me if they  have anger
Disrespect me if they are ignorant !

Yes, something is not right in my eyes , the world move so silently ; something is wrong with my ears , the inner and far reaching sound of exclaims permeate .....

This is why , in my bad habit , I would stop to feel again !!
Grand me not !

In Search of Angel's Dream ~~~

I really do not know what triggered my emotion .
I actually cried in my dreams .... and also when I woke up ...
Fear of someone's intrusion , and moreover, the worse is the fact of utilizing  the name of love . This is something I need to work on, to resolve this issue seriously !!
Do I hate this person this much?

Is it true that I have transposed my emotions on J who had an opposite hobbies and preferences over  many things ? Suddenly, I discovered no one truly love you or love the true you. Everyone only likes parts of you, which may not be a problem, if purity view is exercised..Nonsense though...

Jealousy ? perhaps. You feel J treats others better than you, ( This may be so deviated and wrong but , I do feel this way anyhow ,,,) because he likes them better no matter how close you think his heart in embedded in you. Do not deceive yourself by thinking it is a training but be courageous and stand up , as long as you aim to a direction, the passion will arise ,

Passion do not come to you , merely because you aspire seeking for it. you need to live in action and the passion will arise instantly ,  These are theories? But how do you apply them here . When I encounter the world with  nonchalant attitude, my response from the world is cool ; the opposite side not surprisingly, the resolve appears to be similar, but not advancing or improving.... . Yes, still cool ... well...you say it is the problem of my expectations.... I should not expect to have returns. But I do aware the fact of non passionate response ....

Is it true that man and woman can only have physical relationship?
Due to physical attraction ! If it is true, is it lacking of alluring , flirting, and sexaual temptaion let the outcome not matching my expectations.

J has a poised , asserted , assured, confident, and telepathic look when he stare at me, which can last for 3 minutes long without words. What is the trigger of making me overturned emotion sinking into abyss ? It was the pet ...  Well. I dislike dogs...for they are just not beautiful at all , ugly and filthy I would say. Rejoice ! If this is the gift he loves. But sad, why? why can I love dog over Cat? There is a gift shadow as well. Do you give gift in accordance to his needs and preference only? only do you give gift because you think you like this thing which may be useful for him as well? Anyway....Motivation is important. Do not need to care they like it or not.... as long as I mean well.

This person I was so afraid of, in fact , was trying to rape me in my dreams. This dream demonstrated how much the damages have encoded in my heart through years of fear of having knowing this person W. Well... Still need to resolve this problem of fear !
This is such a spiritual and physical torture...

 When the void feeling felt so strongly in me instantly when I felt something is not normal ...... I smell the turmoil in K .... Something clicked, and I cried....Because, this is the fact that nobody will like you or love you as much as you like them or love them. All the relationships are not equal, not balance , not mutual , not neutral  ! You  have the accept this non equality of life in the universe.

Please do not preach me on equal rights, treating all sent seint beings equally, or else.... because not even Buddha treat everyone equally ... they have preferences....and so do we! What is the guideline or principle they follow I don't know. I know what we follow is over our emotions of liking, such as desire of owning over a beautiful form, material, or physical , or human beings, desire of fame, desire of super power, privilege,  winning praises, popularity, and so on..... I don't know what are the principles of Buddhisattva's preference?  Because someone is on the edge of dieing or in danger? or someone has more influential power and financial support?
Or someone is more attractive ? or else? Or I should not perceive their deeds by a mundane view , which involve with dualism of conceptions , judgement, critiques, and  standards, and all kinds of modern terms of concepts. So commercial , and so business now..... well...I may be wrong ...

Yes, I am certain I am wrong.

I have diverged my thoughts already. The emotions burst out is due to my lacking of reference, and emotional harboring anchor ....

Please save me my Guru, please clear my thoughts, please clarify my dual judgement, please clarify my hatred ....Yes, this person W has taught me the darkest side of human beings which I have never encountered...! I have lived in heaven all life and never seen violence, hatred, deprivation, betrayal,  conspiracy , and darkness in life, Thank to him. Now it is time to have awareness and also go beyond what I have experienced ! Let's Rise and be courageous !

If passion is something illusory, I am not going to seek for passion! If love is something to contribute instead of receiving, I am not going to explore.... ! So what else? my darling? That is the reason I cried now I know...

To be a non human being ....  

Too Lost in Paradise, 2015 Taiwan

 by Theerasak Saksritawee

Penor Rinpoch ~~~

Penor Rinpoche 

A love story ....

February is a month for valentines !


You always say " you will feel it , you will know , you are with me from no beginning and no ends ....


Yes, When love is real, it finds a way.


No matter how far you have traveled ....


How freezing cold and stormy hardship you are encountering ...


You are in my prayers ...


Miss you ~~~


Come to my dreams tonight ..,

The story of Emptiness ~~

When the sun is moving, shadows are moving too. When the sun is in the middle overhead, there are no shadows. When your practice with emptiness and compassion are moving, the shadows of your poisons, like selfishness, ignorance, hatred, attachment and jealousy, are moving too. When emptiness and compassion practices are realized in the middle of your heart, your obscurations disappear. Then you can find your natural wisdom. --- Pema Rinpoche

First Snow in Bhutan ~~~

First Snow in Tigers Nest , Bhutan ☃☃☃💕💕💕

Once Bhutan was the happiest country in the world . I would like to think it is because people in Bhutan are so complacent with what they are endowed with , instead of their lacking informations of the modern world , the voluptuous and opulent  society . Pureland should be so pure from within, so intrinsic that no outer obscurations and afflictions of mankind will ever sabotage its transcendental  quality. 

Pray for the purest land on Earth !

Grand Opening of Palyul Dargyeling Monastery at Bodhgaya the Holy Place ~~~

 January 20th 2016, The conduct of the consecration of reliquary stupa of Late H.H. Drubwang Padma 

Norbu Rinpoche, and H.H. the 17th Gyalwang Karmapa is invited to grace the consecration of temple 

with offering of butter lamp.

Gyang Khang Khentrul Rinpoche prays for the dedication of the blessings power of the “Ngagyur Palyul

 Thupten Shedrup Choekhor Dargyeling” to all living beings for being liberated as long as one hears the 

name of the Monastery or sees the Monastery, with immense compassion and wisdom, enlighten 

originated Buddha-nature, surpass turbulent ocean of suffering, and reach the ultimate realm of bliss!

 016年1月20日，菩提迦耶「雅久白玉圖登謝竹雀闊達吉林」舉行 貝諾法王舍利塔之開光儀式，暨 第十七

世 大寶法王蒞臨為寺院之落成大典供燈祈願~ <English below>

蔣康堪祖仁波切祈願以「雅久白玉圖登謝竹雀闊達吉林」雨露均霑之加持力，迴向一切眾生皆能聽即解

脫、見即解脫，以無量之悲智，覺本俱之佛性，渡洶湧之苦海，達究竟之彼岸！

Bodh Gaya ~~~~

“Bring your mind home. And release. And relax.”

To bring your mind home means to bring the mind

into the state of 

Calm Abiding through the practice of mindfulness. In 

its deepest 

sense, to bring your mind home is to turn your mind 


inward and rest 

in the nature of mind. This itself is the highest 


meditation.

To release means to release the mind from its 


prison of grasping, 

since you recognize that all pain and fear and 

distress arise from the 

craving of the grasping mind. On a deeper level, 
the 

realization and 

confidence that arise from your growing 

understanding of the nature

 of mind inspire the profound and natural generosity that enables you 

to release all grasping from your heart, letting it free itself to melt 

away in the inspiration of meditation.

To relax means to be spacious and to relax the mind of its tensions.

 More deeply, you relax into the true nature of your mind, the state of 

Rigpa. It is like pouring a handful of sand onto a hot surface, and

 each grain settles of its own accord. This is how you relax into your 

true nature, letting all thoughts and emotions naturally subside and 

dissolve into the state of the nature of mind.

On Dieting ~~~ What is your relationship with food matters ~

🍭🍭🍡🍡🍦🍦Food should not become your source of happiness and fulfillment! It is only a decoration to sustain life. Well , if not decoration , food is only food as you only need a little energy to survive !

Taiwan Presidential Election !!

🌷Let's transpire our sadness and loss  into spirit of realization , Revolution and inspiration !!  We are stepping into an era of difficulties , that consist with endless challenges and hurdles in economic and political encounters, and also we will face a lot of instabilities within ....I don't know what the Karma should be  for the people in Taiwan , where most of us do not see the reality but only illusions and rumors ...  🙏🙏🙏Let's Pray for Taiwan's stability and prosperity !! 替台灣祈禱吧！

The Most Beautiful Beach and Mountains in Taiwan ~~~

Embracing by the mountains ~~~ Taroko 

Su Hua Road , East Coast 

River Running in the rocks ~~~

I am so small in the nature ~~~

Walking into the woods ~~~

The Real Voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscape , but in having new eyes !

~~~  Marcel Proust !!

Hi ~~~ Calling from an aboriginal village 

Taroko 

Starting a Fire ~~~ 

Dancing ~~~~~~

Best Actor and Best Sound Track ~ The Revenant

👏👏👏Astonishing Performance, magnificent sound track , beautiful scenery , perfect cinematography, breathtaking inner reflection , intensified rhythm , ... , I Love this during and post cinematic feeling of surreality and also brutality ! 

籃祖慰 ～～～

2014年坂本龍一 

坂本龍一(Ryuichi Sakamoto)

因為罹患口咽癌，放下手邊所有的工作，專心養病，他還戲謔自己說：我終於可以靜下心來讀自己想讀的書，看想看的電影，想聽的音樂。一旦成為名人，做自己，竟然成了奢侈與揮霍了。

《神鬼獵人》就是他大病初癒之後的最新作品，電影中聽見《神鬼獵人》男主角Leonardo DiCaprio的那兩句經典台詞：「 As long as you can still grab a breath, you fight. You breathe... keep breathing.只要一息尚存，就要拚，呼吸，繼續呼吸...」以及「I ain't afraid to die anymore. I'd done it already.我再也不怕死了，我已經死過一回了。」我相信坂本從讀劇本到看到毛片時的感受一定比我們更強。所以他才會用長音，註記者死神的腳步聲；再用短促的重音，標識著死神的毃門聲......天地恾茫，悠悠我心。

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